I don't know where I have my head sometimes, but this week has been too much for me. I missed 2 appointments I almost lost my phone and I feel like the days are short, or is it just me? I don't have time for anything, I don't have time! I keep telling my self 😧. I wish I could just pile all this shit together. Oh what a wonderful life it wold be if I was more like Genie. That one show with the woman that moves her nose and shit gets done. I wish my husband was more affectionate, more...passionate. I think I need a vacation.